This is so heartbreaking and I am so freaking sorry that your Drs blew you off for so so long. And that it came to what it came to. I cannot speak to the pain of an ovary cyst but I can speak to being infertile and having to freeze your eggs. I can also understand the blessing feeling that even though it was so terrible, at the very least now you know you have eggs for when you need them.
Are you hoping you will still be able to bear children using those eggs? Or you won’t be able to do that either? I will have to use a surrogate. xx